wola peepos.
i'm kinda busy now.
busy with the mediamax thingy.
so troublesome.
*
and now chatting wid marco and sulaiman.
sulaiman crazy laarhs.
he kept on calling me biol.
dierk tu, sewel.
hahahs. he kept on smsing me since morning.
*
well todae, supposedly i have maths remedial.
decided to go.
met kendra at 7-11 in the morning.
reached sch, i tried my best to hide my hair.
but den, dat stupid security guard saw it.
den bring me to mrs khiu.
and bla bla bla, the sec 3s are assembling at the foyer.
while walking, ppl kept on talking abt my hair.
dlm bnyk2 org, dgn mrs khiu jugek dierk bwk aku.
den he bring me to mr anuar.
and he asked me to go home and spray my hair.
so, i went home, take some money.
den went out.
to buy hair spray.
had long journey to find dat black hair spray.
take soooooo many buses.
bought it, sprayed my hair.
but at last, decided not to go to sch.
such a waste of time laa.
well, kinda fucked up due to dat.
den went home, watch tv.
the '24 hrs of scooby frights' at boomerang channel.
and den slept on sis' bed.
when wake up, i received 2 missed calls.
and 8 new messages.
ishk. missed call from faris and muhaimin.
and the 8 msges from diff. ppl each.
*
and tmr, will be spraying my hair again.
meeting atiqah ferst b4 going to sch.
den in the afternoon.
meeting fiza dearest.
weeeee~ i miss her.
well, i really2 badly need to talk to her abt s'thing.
i'm in a bigbigbigbigbig trouble now.
i'm in dilemma. ouh, shits.
ouh god, pls help me out.
i can't make up my mind.
if i make the wrong choice, i might hurt their feelings.
or even my own.
pls pls pls, i need help!
*
mom's sick.
i'm werried.
i'm in dilemma, i'm soooo stressed up.
hey c'mon, its 6 ppl.
i'm DEAD!
*
okiie laarhs. till here.
tkcr. toodles.
*
' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
9:30 PM

wola peeps.
changed to another blogskin.
well, i did my own backgrd.
but i got no idea how to put it on.
urghs.
so i used another one, which i used last time.

well now, chatting wid sulaiman and edely.
marco just went offline.
'cause i went to eat, and he went offline.
now, i'm kinda bored.
haish.

just now, went to tampines.
the CPF building for some statement things.
den ate at long john. yummy. =))
went home, relax2 chill2.
den went to west plaza.
wanna look for black hair spray.
and pay those bills.
skalik somebody called.
which is actually fared calling me.
he and friends wanna come to my hse.
so i quickly rush home.
den he came.
amirah, natasha are all dere too.
and more, i can't rmb their names.
and fared did one silly thing.
he's sitting right beside me, but he talk to me thru sms.
hahahs, crazy larh him.

as for now, i've just finished eating.
ate pizzas from pizza hut.
yayness. yummy laaarhs. =))
ouhs, i'm sooooooo lazy for tmr.
got school, maths tutorial.
at 10 in the morning.
ouhs, can i just not go and sleep all the way?
but since kendra said its a MUST to go.
so no choice ler.

okiie larhs.
till here peeps.
tkcr. toodles. x))

' ' 'syakrazy.

; i scream my lungs out @
9:08 PM

well peeps.
i'm super duper bored noww.
*
chatting wid marco now.
just ended smsing wid mar darls.
she's torturing me. haahahs.
jkjk mar. =))
i was told to sign in to MarSya's friendster account.
which is actually me and her's.
checked the messages.
den got those addresses of pupils.
and send all those addresses to her thru sms.
my hand hurts laaarh.
den asked her out on wednesday.
*
woke up around 10 just now.
didn't sleep really well.
'cause of edely afiq.
he's the cause. hahahs.
smsed him all the way till late night.
or perhaps, morning.
den just now, went to liyana's open hse.
meet up with kendra at west plaza.
den take 53.
den bla bla bla.
sofia, sharifah, aini was dere too.
after dat, went home straight.
'cause cuzzie will be coming.
*
well, dis wednesday, i guess.
i wanna buy more hair dye.
i'm still not satisfied with mine.
yarh duhh, i can't really see the colour!
den on saturday, my laopo, ifa invited me to her open hse.
laopo? hahahs. ;)
but not shure if i'll be going.
*
as for now, i'm soooooo damn bored waiting for my abg sedare to come.
he called in the afternoon.
say he wanna come.
but till now.... he's still not here.
den also chat wid sulaiman.
he just said hi.
den gimme his hp no.
and ask me to sms him whenever i'm free.
ishk. bdk nie, tkder angin tkder ribot suroh org sms dierk.
okiie laarh.
till here.
tkcr. toodles.
*
' ' 'syakrazy.

; i scream my lungs out @
9:18 PM

wola peeps.
just put a lil' bit of pink on my hair again.
'cause the one at my fringe became red!
ishk.
*
well, now watching tv.
which doesn't have any best programmes.
boring laaaarh.
and now, chatting wid marco.
*
on wednesday, gonna go out wid fiza dearest in the afternoon.
weeeeee~
den fridae, going for jalan raye wid friends.
hope its happening laaarhs.
can't wait. heheh! =))
tmr liyana's having an open house.
and she invited me.
i dunnoe if i'm going.
the problem is, i dunnoe who should i go with.
and i dun even noe where she stays.
*
okiie la. actually, i dun even noe wad i wanna post todae.
cause dere's nth much.
and ytd is sis' birthday!
so tkcr. toodles.
*
' ' 'syakrazy.

; i scream my lungs out @
6:02 PM

wola peeps.
i'm feeling hot now! ishk.
its so warm, tk thn!!
*
well now, chatting wid bakar.
fiza dearest went offline.
also just came back from west plaza.
bought my hair conditioner and a lollie.
saw muhaimin and friend.
ishk, stare2.
just now, discussed things wid fiza dearest.
weeee~ gonna go out wid her on wednesday.
accompany her find hair dye and i wanna find my adidas bag.
dunnoe if others are following.
but den on wednesday, faris and the guys will be coming to my house.
gawshh, i ferget to ask for his no.
so no choice, now gotta wait for his sms ferst den i can tell him abt wednesday.
den wednesday also, still need to go to school in the morning.
urghs!
*
had meet the parents just now.
sis came, took back the report bk.
after dat, went somewhere wid sis.
suddenly i remembered dat i forget to hand in a form.
which is important.
so went back to school, sis waited for me under the void deck.
at school, dat stupid security guard.
called me and bring me to mdm mita shah.
bcos of hair colour.
urghs! my problem laaa.
when i enter the school wid my sis at ferst why he didn't call me.
stupid laaa! den got nag and nag and nag.
after being nagged at, went up to the staff room to find ms chin.
another teacher talked abt my hair again!
den meet ms chin and bla bla bla.
*
and now, i'm working on a blogskin.
which i wanna create since dat day.
but i still have no idea.
and i'm sooooooooo damn bored now.
*
till here.
tkcr. toodles.
*
' ' 'syakrazy.

; i scream my lungs out @
5:56 PM

Lyrics to Christina Aguilera-Hurt
*
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
*
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
*
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
*
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
*
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
*
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
*
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh
*
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
*
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't d
oAnd I've hurt myself by hurting you

; i scream my lungs out @
10:32 PM

gawshh. i'm sooooooo damn sleepy now.
just reached home from compass point.
bla bla bla.
*
wad happened in school todae.
ferst, we assemble at the quadrangle.
ms chin talked abt my hair.
which is partially pink at my fringe.
well actually, the pink looks kinda reddish. i guess.
she also asked abt my absence from school on last fridae and ytd.
so i just say to her i nvr bring the letter.
and bla bla bla.
in class, watched the class video.
didn't expect my face to appear.
den got the use ure hand campaigne wadever the thing is.
clean up the classroom and bla bla bla.
was shocked when ms chin say dat i got the prize for most improved.
i was like, wadde....
i get last position in class.. hello?
*
reccess time, walked around wid atiqah.
den 10.20, went up to the hall.
den must go down assemble back. crap larhs.
ms chin told me to clip up my hair.
as she wouldn't want me to go up on stage shaking hands wid the principal wid my hair like dat.
but can still see the colour.
i was soooooooooooo damn nervous to go up on stage.
it such a long time since last i go up on stage.
to receive a prize.
den bla bla bla.
take the prize. which is a $10 popular voucher.
before dat, also received a chocolate from mdm zubaidah for history.
*
went to our future sec 3 classes.
which i thought will be at level 3.
but end up to be in level 4.
ouhs, i hate it.
we still haven't know which class we'll be going.
until the 1st of november.
crap larhs, still need to come to school.
*
went home wid fatinah just now.
its sooooooo damn hot walking under the scorching sun.
went to 7-11, bought a slurpee.
nice, mixed coke and cherry.
and tmr gonna have meet the parents session.
but my sis will be the one coming.
at 10 am.
*
okie la, just now go out to buy a new tv for the living room.
as the one at home is spoilt.
den ate the hotdog at 1901.
yummy. =))
okie la, till here.
gonna dye my sis hair blonde.
and gonna have some on mine too.
blonde, red, and more pink coming on my way!
weeeeeee~ ;)
*
tkcr. toodles.
*
' ' 'syakrazy.

; i scream my lungs out @
6:37 PM

wola peeps.
ferst of all, i would like to wish.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
maaf zahir dan batin.
to everybody i've done wrong.
i would like to apologise for all my mistakes.
even if its big or small.
i'm really really really sorie.
pls forgive mie...
*
well, todae's hari raya.
wake up in the morning, have a bathe.
den ate some food. yummy.
feeling kinda sleepy.
due to ytd, slept at nearly 5 a.m.
yeah, clean up the house till morning.
den after dat, helped sis highlight her hair.
using Palty.
den sis put a lil' on my hair.
and now, deres a stripe of blonde on my fringe.
later, maybe tmr or dunnoe when, gonna highlight red.
*
ferstly, we went to my late father and late grandfather's grave.
its such a long time since the last time we went dere.
which is last yr's hari raya.
went to late father's grave ferst, followed by my late grandfather.
had some difficulties searching for late grandfather's grave.
as we had ferget which side its suppose to be.
*
after dat, we proceed to aunt's house at woodlands.
in coincidence, my cuzzie's baju kebaya is in pink.
mine's too. den our handbags are about the same.
also pink in colour. hahahs.
den at pak ngah's house, mak ngah told us stuffs abt her cat, koko.
hahahs, i really wanted to see her cat since last time.
but her cat shy2.
den bla bla bla.
went home finally. my legs are aching.
*
tmr's mom's bdae.
sis and me planned to buy a cake for mom.
since we already got our collection money. =))
tmr not going to school again.
i'm just soooooo lazy laaa.
anyway, its just gonna be games day tmr.
might as well dun come. ;)
*
ouhs, i'm sooo sleepy now.
but i still wanna use the comp.
but dis time, gotta use it in my own room.
'cause sis and sis are sleeping now.
so i stole the comp from their room.
or perhaps, the laptop.
yeah, actually all dis time, i'm using laptop.
and the wireless internet connection today is quite good.
use it since just now, and it nvr got disconneted. =))
goodieGOODIE. x))
*
okie la. till here.
tkcr. toodles.
*
' ' 'syakrazy.

; i scream my lungs out @
11:10 PM

wola peeps.
just came back from loyang point.
break fast at mcdonalds. yummy larhs.
bought 4 carton of drinks. yayness!
*
gawshh. my right hand still hurts.
can't carry heavy stuffs.
well, supposed to wake up in the morning.
but end up waking up around nearly 12 p.m.
have a bathe den went to rivervale plaza.
went to the wet market.
to buy the stuffs for cooking tmr.
*
den at home. did nothing.
clean up my bro's room.
which is soooooo..... dusty.
after cleaning up, get ready to go out again.
to loyang point.
den bla bla bla.
so tmr gonna clean up my room. ouhs, shit.
i'm lazy.
*
okie. till here.
got other stuffs to do now.
tkcr. toodles. =))
*
' ' 'syakrazy.

; i scream my lungs out @
8:42 PM

ouhs. i'm feeling soooo weak now.
don't noe why.
my right hand can't really move. urghs!
*
well, didn't post for the last two daes.
on thurs, i use the comp, but i'm too busy chatting on the phone.
and ytd, i didn't use the comp at all.
well thurs, we went fot the learning journey.
it was fun. we got a pink bus.
and its superr clean! i loike. =))
on our way dere, damn fun.
smsed my mar darls which is on an excursion too!
den called her and we talked.
den on our way back. james and gabriel bullied me.
hahahs. gabriel browse thru my hp.
and saw things.
*
and ytd, didn't go to school.
as i was super duper lazy to wake up in the morning.
anywae, deres gonna have p.e.
and i hate p.e.
wake up around 11+.
checked my hp. kendra smsed me three times.
den at mom's hp. timothy called, around 7+ in the morning.
den bla bla bla.
atiqah asked me out but i'm busy. really sorry.
helped sis make kuehs until late night.
*
today, wake up at nearly 1 p.m.
nice long sleep. =))
den went to bathe and went out.
to west plaza. bought the trolley to carry things.
bcos gonna buy the drinks either todae or tmr.
carried it alone. until both my hands become so cramp.
but my right hand's worse.
until now, can't really move my hands.
but fingers will do for typing. ;)
*
tmr's sundae, so no schooling.
for monday, timothy told me deres no need to come.
tuesday is hari raye, no schooling.
wednesday, games day in school, i won't be coming again.
den thursday, gonna come to school. maybe.
lastly fridae, meet-the-parents. but my sis will be the one coming.
weeee~ school's ending soon. enjoy bebeh! =))
but still got drama training in school. =(
*
okie la. later at night.
gonna go out wid sis and sis to geylang. again!
but meeting sis at compass point.
wait for her to finish her werk.
den we proceed to geylang.
till here.
tkcr. toodles.
*
' ' 'syakrazy.

; i scream my lungs out @
5:00 PM

ouh hie peeps.
i'm kinda bored now.
nobody to talk to.
red's away, others offline.
den wait for dis blogger to load is like.. urghs.
damn slow. wadever.
*
but ferst of all, i would like to wish..
a HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY. to farid.
may all his wishes come true.
and i really appreciate when he wanna be the listener for my probs.
*
well, got nth to do now.
i dunnoe wad to do.
ouhs shits, tmr's schooling.
damn boring. school's a boring place for me.
going to johore battery, changi chapel and fort canning park.
NTs and NAs gonna be dere too.
i'm kinda lazy to go to school.
can i just don't go?
and summore, i'm gonna miss my darl again.
:(
but anyway, i planned not to go to school on fridae.
cos, i dunnoe wads gonna be the plan in school.
scared if its just gonna be boring.
so might better i don't come.
and i can sleep all the way. ;) weee~
*
i'm so damn bored.
ppl smsed me, but i can't reply.
cos my prepaid is low.
ouhs, BORED.
but weeee~ planned to sleepover cuzzie's house.
but only on the 24th.
will be back home by 25th. bcos i'm going to school.
den by 27th is meet the parents.
but it depends on her plans ferst.
and i also wanna dye my hair by hari raye.
red or red + blonde? which is better?
anyway, any peeps who read dis, pls tell me when's the last dae of school.
if u know la. =))
*
just now, went to accompany mom to polyclinic.
for her check up.
den we proceeded to tampines mall.
bro wanna change his hp no thingy.
after dat, went to century sq.
look for some clothings.
saw syafiqah and her guy. awww, its so sweet.
by 6+, went back home.
den break fast while watching princess hours.
den bla bla bla.
*
okie la. till here.
tkcr. toodles. =))
*
' ' 'syakrazy.

; i scream my lungs out @
8:40 PM

weeeeets~ got my malay paper back just now.
and i scored 58.5 over 70.
okie larh tu kirekn. =))
but dats only for paper 2.
*
meet kendra before going to school in the morning.
kinda no mood.
cos of ytd night.
went inside class, more no mood.
but just ignored.
i just wanna relax my mind.
*
cried in the bus otw to singapore art museum.
bcos.... i miss MARIA HANI.
my mar darls, miss her so much.
bcos the seat beside me is vacant.
and last time, she's the one alwaes sitting beside me during excursions.
kinda missing those times we had in the bus.
doing crappy things, waving and waving to strangers.
i feel so empty now.
hahahs. i miss it. =))
by the time we reached s.a.m, i was quiet.
ouhs, how great if mar is with me.
*
smsed fiza in the bus.
even before boarding the bus, which we are in class.
waiting for the time to proceed out.
wanna sms mar but den i'm scared if she didn't bring her hp.
*
well, ytd night went out.
wid sis and sis. hahs.
to geylang, continue the search for my baju kebaye.
actually, i want it black.
but den, all the black ones aren't attracting my attention.
kinda not nice.
so at last, bought a pink one.
at dere, ferstly saw kak fatin.
smiled at each other.
den saw suhaimi and kak janah.
lastly, saw suzana.
she tried to tickle me, but i just can't feel anything.
due to the hotness and stuffyness of that place.
hahahs.
*
okie la. till here.
no mood la nk berayer. =((
ok, wanna go out later. buke luar.
tkcr. toodles. =))
*
' ' 'syakrazy.

; i scream my lungs out @
3:54 PM

wola peeps.
kinda feeling sleepy todae.
ouhs, school was total boring just now.
*
had drama meeting after school just now.
at the drama room.
gosh, holidaes are full with drama trainings.
ouhs, i'm so lazy.
meeting finished around 2.30 like dat.
proceeded to general office dere.
actually wanted to wait for sofia's bro.
but at last, decided not to wait.
fatinah played dat piano.
omg, and its my mostmostmost favourite song of all!
my immortal by evanescence. i soo love it! =))
den she played nymphetamine and others.
nice larh she play.
*
okiie, about school.
its just so boring.
except for the part where we played games in class before dismissal time.
funFUN. x))
but i seriously HATE my results.
ouhs, fuck larh.
i suck.
and also, i won't be attending school on 25 Oct!
weee~ cos its games day and i just dun have the feeling of playing any games.
and kendra anyhow put my name under basketball?! siao.
but wadever it is, i won't be coming.
anyway, its my mom's bdae.
deres gonna be nth in school except for....
i HATE school.
*
well, i still dun understand those... girls.
or perhaps, should i call them... bitches?
anything will do larh ehk.
14 years of living and still having an unmatured thinking.
just admit lerr dat u're just jealous.
still wanna say things abt ppl's butt.
or perhaps my butt to be more specific.
do cermin ureself in the mirror before saying about other ppl.
bcos u could be even worse than the person u're talking about.
i guess... all they noe is to shout? shout, shout and shout abt ppl?
hahs, CRAP.
anywae, she or they only shout when they are with group of friends.
kechot keper tk tau nk bbl dpn2.
nk pekik2 je. i dunnoe such bitches exist.
*
and, about those calling me a flirt.
heyy, do check a dictionary wad it means.
its not only gonna be me.
like as if you ureself aren't like dat.
cermin diri sendirik dulu sebelom panggel org apape.
but actually, i don't really give a damn about the flirt thing.
*
well, dats why i say school is nothing.
its just about testing my patience whether i can take it or not with those nonsense.
and anyway, my studies dropped.
i got no hope. thanks for everything.
but two words for those bitches, FUCK OFF.
*
okiesh. till here.
tkcr. toodles. =))
*
' ' 'syakrazy.

; i scream my lungs out @
5:21 PM

okie. wola peeps.
feeling kinda tired now.
*
break fast at CP just now.
at banquet. denn saw Q and friends.
ate too muchh. cause the food is just too YUMMY. =))
no wonder i'm getting fatter. ;p
went to courts after dat.
to see sis and pass s'thing.
den went to cold storage.
bought things and bla bla bla.
and went home.
*
before going out in the afternoon.
did some works.
and my work is to climb the window.
luckily i didn't fell down from the 4th floor.
cause wanna hang those lights.
sat at the window.
until my leg got bruise due to the chair dat clamp my leg to the window grill.
and now, my house is the most shiny with lights among the whole block.
i guess. :/ hehs.
*
okie la. till here.
tkcr. toodles.
*
' ' 'syakrazy.

; i scream my lungs out @
9:37 PM

wola peeps. =))
just finished break fast-ing.
ate fried noodles.
*
well, today is no better than ytd.
its still the same.
but ytd's far more worst.
even my godbrowhich i know since p5 call me a big flirt.
so, i guess its true wad ppl say.
and now, everybody opposes me.
*
ishk, till now. i still haven't had my bath.
ewww. stinky me.
yarh, stayed at home the whole day.
but i'll be bathing right after i finish posting this.
*
today, aunt and my fav. cuzzie came.
helped her charged her ipod nano as her comp was down.
told her some stories.
hmmm...
and today, later at night.
gonna proceed to geylang.
wait for sis to reach home from work ferst.
weeeeee~ gonna buy my kebaya. x))
*
okie la. till here.
tkcr. toodles.
wanna have my bath. =))
*
' ' 'syakrazy.

; i scream my lungs out @
7:17 PM

ermms.
anybody...
any tips on how to reduce hairfall?
gawshh, just finished bathing now.
my hairfall is increasing.
and i hate dat very much.
it'll always clog the drain pipe or wadever it is.
and mom will nag at times.
*
gonna cut my beloved fingernails soon.
well, it'll grow back sooner or later.
just now, helped mom wid cooking.
well, i cooked! weeeee~
mom did the rest. =))
all dat is for break fast later in the evening.
*
gonna go out later.
wanna take porridge.
but before dat, gonna proceed to west plaza.
wanna find earsticks.
i lost mine, so i use pencil lead.
but its kinda.. eewww.
so i decided to search for an earstick.
and also sis asked me to post the hari rayer card.
hope today's a better day than yesterday.
*
well, yesterday night muhaimin asked me out.
but i'm helping sis out wid those cookies.
my work is to bake them. =))
so, ferget about it.
furthermore, i'm kinda in no mood ytd.
*
ouh yarh. today is FRIDAY THE 13TH.
hahahs. =))
okie la. till here.
tkcr. toodles. x))
*
' ' 'syakrazy.

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2:04 PM

wola peeps.
just reached home now.
came back from 757.
supposed to take porridge.
i'm so tired until i got no mood to talk.
waited for the porridge.
sat wid muhaimin, hasif, zaki and.. i ferget his name.
*
waited so long but found out dat don't have.
bcos i came down kinda late?
gawshh, i'm so not in the mood after dat.
muhaimin's acting kinda different too.
but anyway, i LOVE his hair.
not only his hair la, himself also. x))
its gold in colour. hey, its not yet school holidaes.
but its a pity, his hair is now... BOTAK.
wakakas. not really total botak. ;p
hasif kept on disturbing me.
hahs, i still rmb, the time when he's playing takraw.
*
just now, me and sis accompanied mom to cgh.
to meet the doctor.
after dat, proceeded to tampines mall.
browse some stuffs at watson.
after dat, went home.
got nth to do. den bla bla bla.
went down.
*
okie, well.
i'm feeling kinda hungry now.
phew, just a lil' bit more.
around 40 mins more.
i know i can do it. =))
must be strong.
*
erms, heard dat raimy's transferring school.
or already transferred? dunnoe la.
to loyang sec? but why seh.
hrmms. so its not only me changing school.
*
okie la. till here.
tkcr. toodles. x))
*
' ' 'syakrazy.

; i scream my lungs out @
5:58 PM

weee~ just came back from school.
not really just. its quite a while.
reached home around 9+.
*
had our last paper just now.
quite... okay. i guess.
didn't dare to say anything else abt the paper.
sofia's remarks was, " ishk.. senang giler.."
she must be good in maths.
okay, wadever.
so in the morning, went to sch.
a lil' late than usual.
cos had some stomach aches.
otw to sch, kendra smsed.
den faiz sec 3 appeared bside me.
so walked wid him, chit chatted.
*
after paper, went to meet muhaimin for a while.
talked to him. den went home wid atiqah.
den s'thing great happened. when i'm alone.
weeeee~ kinda melting.
wakakas. =))
hrmms, about later, not yet confirmed.
whether going out wid friends or not.
to go break fast togeder. =))
still waiting for an sms from muhaimin to confirm abt it.
*
got a consent form from ms chin.
abt the activities after exams.
meet the parents gonna be on my sis' bdae.
den those post-exam activities sounds interesting.
singapore art museum, johore battery, changi chapel & fort canning park.
can't wait~~~ x))
*
okie, till here.
tkcr. toodles. =))
*
' ' 'syakrazy.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:42 AM

wola peeps.
counting down the papers.
weeee~ two more papers to go. =))
todae is also somebody's bdae.
its ANIAH'S bdae.
well, happy 14th bdae to her.
no matter wad. ;p
*
had our english paper 2 just now.
quite okay.
the passage was easy, but the qns are challenging.
so left our malay paper 2.
and maths paper 2.
kinda nervous abt tmr's paper.
but i'm more nervous abt the maths paper.
*
did s'thing silly in the morning just now.
but it really make my blood boil.
didn't bring my option form for the sec 3 subjects just now.
i only realised when i enter the class.
den gabriel asked me.
the time was 7.10a.m and i quickly ran home.
just to take dat form.
and get some nagging from mom cause of my carelessness.
ouhs, fuck. hate it.
reached skool, luckily not late.
just on time. phew!
but den.... gabriel got a new form.
bcos he also didn't bring.
i was so damn fed up.
i ran all the way home until i got damn thirsty.
and actually, i could just get a new form.
*
after the paper, didn't wait for muhaimin.
his paper finish late.
so went home straight.
and also didn't meet him in the afternoon.
well, now helping sis out.
wid those pineapple tarts.
nice nice. YUMMY. x))
until my fingers got sticky.
hahs. =))
*
okie la. till here.
tkcr. toodles. =))
*
' ' 'syakrazy.

; i scream my lungs out @
9:07 PM

phew.
i'm tired todae.
went out wid mon and sis.
saw many familiar faces around.
*
ferstly, went to rivervale plaza.
weeeee~ it still looks the same.
remembered those times i had here wid friends.
den went to mcd, sat at the place where me n ifa usually sit last time.
weeeee~ miss those times. x))
before dat saw hanafi. wid dunnoe who.
also saw wanqin.
den proceeded to compass point.
ate at banquet. saw ayu and family.
after dat, we went home. dats all.
*
ishk, mom dun wanna buy me a hair dye.
she says dat its gonna be troublesome.
bcos i'll still need to dye it back black b4 skool reopens.
uurrrrgghs! so no choice, gotta use my own money.
wanna buy red. weeeeee~
and dis yr's hari raya, won't be buying any new clothes.
wanna budget2, so no choice.
gotta use last yr's ones.
but heard dat sis gonna buy me a new one.
weee~
*
well, now chatting wid nobody.
cos not really in the mood to chat.
i can't even sign in to my mediamax account.
wtf? damn fed-up.
planned to edit my friendster profile fully after exams.
den wanna make a new skin for my blog.
but all dat is gonna happen after the exams.
for now, don't really have much time.
but left 3 more papers to go.
tmr's having english paper 2.
*
okie la. till here peeps.
tkcr. toodles. =))
*
' ' 'syakrazy.

; i scream my lungs out @
8:54 PM

wola peeps.
now chatting wid red.
funny larh he.
ask me stupid qn.
*
todae, woke up kinda late.
around 11+ like dat.
but its nice. had a long sleep.
den wake up, have a bath.
went to tampines alone.
to pay my tuition fees.
den proceeded to tampines mall.
went to watson, browse for things.
and also looked at the hair dye.
wanna dye my hair red. x))
*
after dat, went to meet muhaimin.
by dat time was around 3+ nearly 4.
went to take porridge.
after dat went home, got nth to do.
so decided to sleep again.
but den, cannot sleep. ouhs, wadever.
den break fast.
overall, nth much todae.
nth to talk about.
*
well, tmr's going out.
wid mom and sis to sengkang.
weeeeeee~ missing sengkang. x))
*
okiesh, till here.
tkcr. toodles.
*
' ' 'syakrazy.

; i scream my lungs out @
9:29 PM

wola peeps.
now chatting wid my fiza dearest. x))
miss her loads.
the others too.
*
came back home around 5+ nearly 6.
quite fun just now.
den reached home,continued wid the comp.
chat wid mahadhir. at last, for such a long time.
went to meet muhaimin den take porridge.
break fast, only ate the porridge i took just now.
but still have some leftovers.
on diet larhs. i'm fatt!
*
okiie. tmr's not going out.
gonna take porridge again tmr.
b4 dat gonna proceed to tampines.
weeeets~
*
' ' 'syakrazy

; i scream my lungs out @
9:13 PM

wola peepos. x))
back to post.
*
exams haven't yet finish.
next wed is the last paper.. i guess.
well, todae's paper kinda suck.
science was okie2.
my history suck damn loads.
no offence. i can't even answer a single qn for SEQ qns.
and i'll definitely get ZERO for dat section.
and i'll definitely FAIL my history paper.
oh no! i'm just beginning to score for my history and dis time was... a disaster.
but i got 22/30 for my science MCQ paper.
which is 73%.
so fast got the results. weeee~
*
so, left a few more papers to go.
i'm kinda feeling lonely.
missing my girlfriends.
can't wait to meet up wid dem one dae.
and still waiting for my tuition girls to contact me.
wanna go out break fast togeder somedae.
*
haishh, i'm feeling guilty, sorry, and wadsoever more towards marco.
pls pls pls marco.. FORGIVE ME FOR ALL MY MISTAKES.
i have my reasons, but i don't think u can understand.
but i'll try to explain it.. someday.
*
and.. to those manusia2 who loves to talk abt me.
saying me things and such.
ishk3... nie bulan ramadan.
tk baek2 bbl blakang sal org.
but its okie if they wanna continue.
as long as i can still thn with all those fucking nonsense.
bcos i dunnoe wad i'll do if i canot thn already.
hey, psl skirt also wanna kecoh? wtf.
and not forgetting, psl pantat?
abt butt also can become a topic.
mcm larh pantat ko tu lawar sgt. hahs.
sorry siket larh eh, kalau aku ade choice.
aku sendirik tknk msok skola sini.
*
k la. till here.
wanna go meet someone.
den go al-istighfar mosque.
*
tkcr. toodles. x))
*
' ' 'syakrazy.

; i scream my lungs out @
2:32 PM

ouhs, back to post.
kinda tired todae.
had our literature dramatisation just now after sch.
practiced wid my group members.
but only for a short while.
*
in cls just now was fun.
sat wid timothy and gabriel.
talked abt stuffs. some stuffs.
hahahs, dirty minded la they all.
some more, i'm the only girl sitting among the guys.
den i got sms my fiza dearest in cls.
got read those smses in timothy's hp.
between him and shawn. those dirty stuffs.
fuck lar, hahahs. damn wad sia they all.
but overall, it was damn fun.
den reccess time, accompanied atiqah do her councillor duty.
fun larhs, walk dere, walk here.
*
about ytd, ferst of all.
if marco's reading dis, i'm really sorry.
sorry to say dat. pls pls pls, forgive me.
but, pls dun be angry wid either timothy or gabriel.
ytd was quite fun in cls.
well, i don't care if other girls wanna say i wanna flirt wid the guys or wad.
as i noe, i'm not. bcos i'm just too lazy to move those tables and chairs to the girl's side.
kept on laughing. non-stop.
we talked all the way.
*
nvm uh. i guess i'm stopping dis post till here.
seriously, i'm in no mood.
those ppl who talked abt me, i'm still trying to be patient.
even though i feel sooooooooo super duper frustrated.
short, cheap, bitch or wadsoever.
*
bye la.
' ' 'syakrazy

; i scream my lungs out @
11:12 PM

weee~
i'm tired. bleahs.
damn tired. sleepy too.
*
had tuition todae.
damn bad luck dae.
fell down on my slippery slippers.
i hate it. my leg hurts.
i was like, ouh fuck, i was limping all the way.
but tuition was great. funFUN. x))
the last lesson. got a small gift.
a star keychain.
took pics wid the girls.
planned to break fast togeder one dae.
weee~ gerald changed his phone, at last.
nicee phone, i'm jealous. damn jealous.
*
after tuition, went to hougang mall.
break fast dere. at long john silver's.
nycee nyce. x))
den went to buy those things for the kueh2.
tiredTIRED.
*
k la. till here.
tkcr. toodles.
*
' ' 'syakrazy

; i scream my lungs out @
10:38 PM